I am thinking, I'm not sure what to do.

hmm later hmmm

- One More Time ; 11:19 PM

If we knew where our hearts were, we would not have to worry.
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IMPOSSIBLE I HAVE NO PLOT ADVANTAGE!?!?!
Where are the childhood girlfriends gonna start to appear!?!? or a girl next door?
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Argh my schooldays are over... its pointless.

when are my dreams coming? It's long overdue.

- One More Time ; 1:10 AM

So it just passed... just like that...

Reminder: get my amv done.

- One More Time ; 11:56 PM

I realise I been eating maggi and red bull more often in camp nowadays. Almost feeling like before I went to army. i.e everyday at home eat maggi, frozen pizza and drink red bull. Well dunno whether its a good thing or not but red bull sure tastes good. Hmm not really the taste but the ecstasy I guess.

I dunno what am I doing living actually. Nothing much to look forward. Nothing much to treasure. Well long term goals that seem very distant for me to ever achieve. Stuck in army, as days go by, fading memories, losing my past...

Hmm seems like very typical problems. Ah well no good inspiration yet. I haven't had really good dreams in a while.
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oh anyways I doing driving course for my cui 1G vehicle now.

- One More Time ; 3:04 AM

Got no time, I haven't got a really good inspiration yet.

Army takes your life away. I can't really do anything now for anyone.

Someday maybe after army

- One More Time ; 8:15 PM

Memories to treasure...

Need Some Inspiration for a blog template.

Love, just looking at you would be fine.
Even though that isn't enough...
Looking at the stars, always looking so far away.
Across the houses, over the sea, into the horizon.
Waking up from dreams, making me cry.
You didn't say anything but smiled at me.
I'm not worthy of that smile.

- One More Time ; 6:56 PM

Under the influence of Red Bull I shall blog a bit today.

Moving into slight depression.
The world seems to move faster than me.
I'm stuck in the same place left behind.
I partly blame NS and myself for shitty results.
Many times I stare blankly into the computer screen not doing anything.
Going through the same pages over and over again.
Even anime is not helping much.

Weird.

Perhaps its the bottled up feelings inside me.
So much I can't really feel anything that could make me a bit happier.
Such saddness may require a new blog template to match my mood.
I feel I got so much to say, but I can't express any of it.
It's as though as I've forgotten why I feel so sad.
Or maybe I do know why, and I think it's not worth being sad about.
But still feeling somewhat moody.
What is this?

Or maybe its just the red bull.
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In other news, swimsuit episode was GREAT SUCCESS.

- One More Time ; 1:55 AM

>.< lame, I quite like that blogger bar. Now I have to take it off. THE ANIME PIC IS NOT ****. Jus in case if I write that word I end up getting listed in google search.

In other news, I am sick now with 38.7 degrees. The doc gave me two days MC wtf.
I thought I was smart seeing the doc earlier cause I know I bound to increase temp. So when I see the doc only 37.3. Then he gave me two days. wtf.
Now I dun think I'd get better tmr and have to see doc again. Argh.

Moral of the story, next time wait till you about to die then you see the doctor.

- One More Time ; 11:01 PM

The quality of the 07S56 swimsuit episode next week, I hope, should be like this below
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K this is getting too much. But but but IT"LL BE A NICE FINALE NICE ONE

- One More Time ; 8:34 PM

Well you do the right thing and drink red bull lots and lots. Has a really good numbing effect.
I still have stacks in my fridge for tonite for me to get drunk in red bull.
I wonder it is better to love or not to love at all.
I'm here because I'm bored.
YOU FOOL

Meah, 1 more year I'll be forgotten by the class.
Counting down...

Yet again, I say again, again again... I'll miss 07S56.
For the lulz
And also the sweetest class girls I ever had. Sry 05v13 you girls are too fierce.
ARGH NOOOOOO
Ah well, you know what that means...

I WANT A 07S56 SWIMSUIT EPISODE NEXT WEEK PLS PLS PLS PLS JIAMING OR ELAINE OR JAS OR WHOEVER PLS AHHHH

- One More Time ; 8:04 PM